Yeayyyy!

Yayyy! He posted something to my wall yesterday...wihuu...
Happy..happy...!!! ^_^

Shontelle - Perfect Nightmare

Perfect Nightmare Lyrics

sometimes we fight
sometimes i cry
why dont i just tell him goodbye
sometimes i should but sometimes i dont
build up the strength to say that its wrong

sometimes i hate
sometimes i love
sometimes i hurt
sometimes i dont
sometimes i wait for him to change
but its okay i just got to pay (yeah)

and i dont ever wanna leave em' alone
they say im brain washed
but im in love with this man (yeahhh)


keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way , no way , no way ,
no way , no way , no way , no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

sometimes i keep it cool
sometimes i let 'em know
sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door
sometimes i feel safe
sometimes i really dont
sometimes i promise that im ready to let 'em gooo
but i dont ever wanna leave 'em alonee
they say im brain washed
but im in love with this man (ooooh)

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way , no way , no way ,
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no way , no way , no way , no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

hopein hes changing
but im scared hes not
cant see a way to leave him
he open'd my eyes
and i..

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect)

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way , no way , no way ,
no way , no way , no way , no way

but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)
no way , no way , no way ,
no way , no way , no way , no way

but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)
* [ perfect nighmare ] *

Like this song soo much!! ^_^

Serious shit! I hate this kind of feeling!!! I just hate it soo much!! N I hate those person who made me feel like this..I just can't stand it anymore.... As a non-perfect human,sometimes I can be like an evil or even worst..ishhh!

Shontelle - Impossible Mp3 Download Free

Shontelle - Impossible Mp3 Download Free

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them



Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Shontelle - Impossible Mp3 Download Free

Shontelle - Impossible Mp3 Download Free

Special Song For Me ^_^

Now,I'm listening to a song that my father wrote n dedicated for me..It's just so sweet n so touched when sum1 dat u love wrote u a song...=) My teardrops was fall down when I heard this song for the first time cuz my father said that he was inspired by me when he wrote this song..well,here's the lyrics...actually,the song is wrote in Iban language but then I'll try to translate it then...ngee..^_^

Seribu Rebah Ngimbai Nuan

(A Thousand People Beside You)

Sepuluh Ribu Ngelingi Nuan

(Ten Thousand People Surround You)

Tang Nuan Nda Kena Laban Penusah

(But U'll Never Be In Trouble)

Laban Tuhan Ti Penyaga Nuan  (2X)

(Cuz God Is Your Guardian)

C/O  :

Tuhan Penyaga Kami

(God Is Our Guardian)

Tuhan Pengimbun Kami

(God Is Our Protector)

Sayap Nuan Ngelindung Kami

(Your Wings Protect Us)

Tuhan Ti Pemadu Tinggi.

(God Is The Highest)

~ Thanx dad cuz being such a wonderful person for me ~

Wake-up Mina!

Just now,I text to my father and then I said to him that I'm afraid to sit my final exam which is 12 more days to go..And then,my father said, " God be with us if we trust Him wif all of our heart.Have faith!"..


My father's words really touched my heart.I was again awaken by God that He really there for me n gonna help me but the thing is,I didn't realised at all..I was so worried for the thing that I shouldn't worry;my future.


God say,"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in me.." I'll claim this word in my prayer n will throw away my fear n my anxious out of my life.I just have to work on it n let God do the rest..wihuuuuuu~~~ 

( Matthew 6:25-34 )

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?  Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 

"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."